They said it’s waste of time
It won’t benefit no one.
They said I should stop
And perch on the worn mat.
They don’t believe in me,
Will bury me with my dreams.
But I shall rise from my sleep,
And be better than I ought to be.
Lips that keeps on murmuring,
Eyes that keeps on staring,
The bees that keeps on stinging,
They’re gone if I’d stop thinking.
Million of stars wouldn’t fall,
If it’s not for certain people.
Radiant sun will burn even brighter,
And show everyone its rays of power.
My wings won’t falter, won’t fall on the ground.
My legs won’t get tired as I leap all around.
My hands are nifty, will work not halt,
For I am passionate enough, and that’s beyond important.
I’m a wallflower,
In a garden full of weeds.
There’s nothing left to see,
But the petals floating away from me.
Alone in the darkness of the night,
On what I think so bright.
The roots of my own,
Would never think that I’m alright.
The mist that engulfs me,
Descended from the above;
Would freeze me to my death,
To my everlasting life.
The dawn wave at me,
Waking me up from my sleep.
A nightmare the last night it may seem,
A dream that I would never be able to keep.
The stars on waterless sea, looking down on me
Guide on my journey, as I try to be free.
Swimming on the ocean above the famous trench,
Featured on a movie, whose main character’s name in French.
Sailing in the ocean of thoughts of my own,
Pointing forward on the wake of the dawn.
To stand, to fight, and to aim my self-crafted bow,
Braving the tides, the pirates I don’t know.
The journey was tough for my weak heart,
Surprised on myself as I did withstand.
Battles on the way with such phenomena,
Wounds of my past, won’t haunt me again at last.
So look on the north with my head high,
And flip the rigid pages of my own life.
Tomorrow’s a new day, but will always be the same,
If there’s nothing I’d do that forever will be changed.
Swimming inside was my first task to live
With millions of others, don’t want to be killed.
The competition was tough for those of us who’s far
And yes, I was surprised, when I’m the one who won.
To take a peek on the world, I hope, just once
And see the beauty on the outside, to sing and to dance.
To live my life fully with my parents guide
Oh, good gracious, I can not wait for that time.
A life worth waiting, a life worth living
I would be so happy, if they keep their promise.
If they do care about me, about everything I could be
They shouldn’t have left me, as dead hollow tree.
This thick glass that divide me to them
Is my only protection on their ruthless deeds.
This day wouldn’t be a nightmare, it it weren’t to them
My long awaited dream, I can now see fading.
I know, in myself, they will forget about me
About their planned future, about their selfish ways.
I know, in myself, I will forget about them
And let myself heal, with I thought the lovely big world.
Up to this day
I can still remember your name
The sky was blue
But it suddenly turned gray.
Birds flew high
Up and above
The sun shone bright
But covered in the clouds.
Walking on the sidewalk
So awkward for us to talk
To hold your hand
And sway it back and forth.
You start to speak
Blue eyes staring on me
To say something sweet
Is not what you came here.
You said that you love me
And don’t want to break my heart
Your lips muttered words
That I don’t want to hear, my love.
My world began to break
All the shrapnel on my face
My heart stopped beating
On every word you said.
The memories that we had
Flashed right into my eyes
And I wondered for hours
Why you left me without being warned.
What a cruel thing it is
To let someone fall apart
Without explaining why
Oh, without explaining why.
Azure blue river
Sky and drink
The day that we met
Your eyes is all I can see.
Days passed by
My heart is still beating
So loud and clear
Your name is all it scream.
Now looking on the window
Thinking of you
Thinking of me
On our love that cannot be retrieve.
The love that we had
So special till it lasted
But in series of events
We broke each others hearts.
We gave it a chance
You took it away
I tried to forgive
But we watched all it fade.
Forever is the word
You told me since
Forever is the word
You used to shatter me.
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